today i'm seriously very bored...
i am realli hoping for today to come bcz dis few days didnt get to spend much time wif boyf aftr sch
and also not to forget including the wikends too
okay today i woke up late
ard 12.20pm
msged boyf whether he is alrdy awake
he nvr eply
i wait and wait
he called me saying dat he was unable to reply bcz his pp8 low
......
we planned to meet up in the evening
he sang for me songs while playing the guitar on the phone
aww!!!
so swit ryte!!
I NOE I NOE!!
hahaha!!!!
den ard 3 plus tot of meeting up
he said he will call me ryte aftr he called khairil
i waited and waited
until i fell asleep on my bed
he nvr call back
den i went to the living rm bcz i left my phone on the sofa
aftr dat, watched HINDUSTAN
i checked my phone to see if there's anyone msged me
and YES!!!
it was boyf
and guess wat!?
he said today we are unable to meet bcz he wan to go lpk and if he wans me to follow for a while i wouldnt wan to follow bcz the place is far.
and i was lyk ok larh *sad face*
seriously sey
at ferst i felt angry
den mad
den sad
i long tym nvr get to spend tym wif boyf alrdy sey
since he had to go to the hospital frequently
and its very boring at home
argh!!!
i felt lyk eating ice cream NOW!!!
lyk BADLY!!
ermm.......
wat to do ehk?
i dono larh
currently msging, shafiqah and haziqah
luckily have dem to msg me and entertain me
bcz i'm SO BORED!!!
cant msg boyf bcz his pp8 low
ala...
asyik low jer boring tau gini.
haiyer...
tark per larh
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suddenly i dun feel lyk performing anymore
due to some seniors
who noes wat i'm talking about just kip it to urselves kae
and some more tmr have performance at admiral garden
WAHLAO!!
hopefully the faces dat i dun wanna see are there tmr
so pissed off wif dat someone
u ask me question ryte?
den i answer larh
suddenly u scold and shouted at me
WAH!! da baek sgt larh tu kn
yea as if u are perfect
i noe i'm not perfect in fact evrybdy is NOT PERFECT
and stop saying those sarcastic remarks bout me
WAT!? are u saying dat i'm "LAME" and i cant dance dat well??
well..
i noe u can dance but no nid to insult me infront of the others
den wan to act which BIG FUCK infront of us?
i cried not bcz i'm scared of u or ur scolding or making me embarrassed
btw, i'm not embarrassed bcz i noe wat i did was right
but u're making fun of me about something dat i'm not very perfect
and it realli hurts me
dats y i cried
I REALLI HATE WAT U DID AND I WONT FORGIVE U!!!!!!!!
bore bored bored
mad mad mad